

My thoughtsI sit in my musty window with the rain drops sprinkling down, with my book on my lap. The inspiration running through my heart and soul. Spreading through me with every last lingering strength of power.My thoughts
I look outside my window and see the trees sway to the winds will and image myself as the the beetle of a bug on the tree getting swipped off.
My ears strain to listen to the comotion outside of my locked safety unit. The screaming, the kicking, the punching, the insults, the let downs.
I see my family be torn in two, four, eight........ and all i can say is that it was bound to happen. I have made wha


Lies for the unlovedLies! nothing but lies! you think we are the same? and you think you did everything wrong? your Lieing! you never thought you did anything wrong. your getting the things confused and your handing them to me to unscrabble! How is that right?! how is that fare! i did nothing! all i did was be there for a shoulder to cry on! all i did was be there to hug you when you cried! and now? your expecting me to fix YOUR problems! How is that right? How am i supposed to do that? im miles away from you! and you cant even see that! and whever i try to tell you! you know what you do? you try to switch the subject or get me to feel sorry! thats NOT gonna worLies for the unloved


TimeTime. Flying by. Flying high. when you want it to go by faster..it goes slower...and when you want it to go by slower if feels like its gone in a blink of an eye. Why does it happen so fast? and then feels like it is freezing you from the inside out. Trapping you in its attempts to help you. and Capturing you when you think you are free. Tricking you, Loveing you, and then Trying to set you free. Just because it thinks that it is what you want. but only misreading you. tell you finally give up. and its time to die....Time